Saturday, July 26, 2008

Waken


She is person that used to day dream a lot. She always want to get the things she want. The thing that she wanted the most is a person. A person that melts her heart and makes her feel that the main point of living is because of him. She wasted most of her time on waiting and not dating anyone. She has been single for 25 years. This is not what she wanted. She want to be with him and be happy ever after. However she failed. She not even have a chance to meet him again after the last time they met.

She met him when she was 19. She told her self that HE is the person she want. she believe that they will met again. However the day she expected has not arrive. She always wanted to give up and go for another person but she cant. She just keep on comparing whoever with him. She just cant get rid of his charming smile. What can she do? She was so depressed.

Now she is 26. She gave up all her dreams, she finally know that it is impossible to get what she want. She married a random guy that have a random job that own few thousands per-month. She has 3 kids. She always thought that after she get married, she will be happy. However she is not. She thought after she get married she will be happy but it ended up not. She thought after she have kids she will get happy. However after so many kids, she is just getting sadder and sadder. She miss him even more. She started to cried very night and one day something happened.

After that day, she didn't cry anymore. She doesn't miss him anymore. She disappeared from everyone. No one can find her anymore. She is missing. She flied away like dust and never return.

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