"Don't touch me." She said harshly without turning back her head
"You are so rude Lexie" He said and sat down the chair beside her
"Keep quiet" She felt annoyed when he started to talk
"Fine!" He said
7 years ago they were a pair of couple. No ones know that they were together, people used to think that they were best friends.
"Lexie can you come here for a moment?" A women cried and Lexie walked over without looking at him.
He looked at her and he thought how pretty was she? A small heart shaped face, fair skin and huge eyes. He smiled and thought how stupid was he to left her. He was only 31 and she was 19 when they broke off. He still remember the little girl who used to woo him by using lots of stupid and hilarious method. Such as lying to him that she was in an car accident, waited for him the cafe for few hours just wanted to bump into him. 7 years? Time is really flying.he is 38 now and the little girl in front of him is not a little girl anymore she is a women, a beautiful and attractive women.
"What are you doing here?" She asked
"Lance!" She cried
"What?" He was shocked.
"What were you thinking?" She asked
"Nothing." He replied
"What are you doing here?" She asked again
"Chilling?" He is here because he wanted to see her!
"CHILLING?" She asked and widen her eyes
"....." He didn't answer
"You know what? I am busy." She said coldly
"Lexie, we have to talk." He said
"About what?" What do he still want to talk about? About how much he loves the girl before they started a relationship? Or he felt so sorry, he wants her to forgive him? Or he is too mature for her, he hope she understands? Why is he coming back into her life? It has been 7 years after the broke off. She is happy with her life now. She has a boyfriend which is loyal and cute. Why?
"About us." He said calmly
"No. Lance I am sorry. No." She bagged "Please, is not a need. I am happy with my life now."
"Why? Give me a chance please!"
"NO! I say no means no! Is enough! I don't want to have a wonderful boy friend like you. No!" He was so wonderful. She remembered the first time they met, she was melted by his charming smile. He was so handsome and tall. He eyes was so amazing, she can feel that they were actually communicating with her. Besides that, he was so successful in his business. He is just wonderful!
"Lexie please. Just one more."
"No! Don't you know that I am in a serious relationship right now? You know him, don't you? Please give me a break." She said and she felt that her cheeks were wet by her tears
He didn't say anything in fact he hugged her
"Go away please. I don't wan to be hurt again. It really hurted when you told me how important was her. Please, leave me alone." She bagged
"Listen. I was wrong. I didn't realise how much I love you."
"NO! Please. You just felt annoyed when you noticed that I am getting married with Thomas soon."
"....." He didn't reply anything he kissed her forehead and he said "Lexie, I am not going to lose you again. I admit I realised how important was you when you told me you are marrying to that Thomas soon. But I used to tell you I want our relationship back don't you remember? Just that you thought I was joking. And I thought that You wont be marrying him!"
"I am not going to talk about this now. You go home and rest and think about it okay? " He said and he left
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"We were happy?" She asked her self.
She was sitting in a swing and thinking of what they used to do in the weekends. He used to fetch her with his bicycle every morning to the bakery to have their breakfast. How sweet was it? She turned around and she saw Lance sitting on a bench alone and smoking. He seems to be very lonely and sad. Is it because of her? She laughed herself being stupid. How can it because of her? He is so perfect. He can get any women he wants. She was just a nobody to him. He wanted her back just because he felt annoyed to lose.
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It has been 3 months after she saw him in the children's playground. She call the wedding off after that night. She doesn't want to be married while she was still thinking of another person. She has to admit how much she was in love with him. Although it has been 7 years. However she still can felt the pain every time she saw him.
"Lexie, Lance is here." A women said
"Oh please send him in." Perhaps she should just face him neutrally. Instead of asking him to leave every time he comes.
"Hey." She greeted
"Hey." He said
"I called the wedding off."
"Yea. I know" And he smiled
"You are such an evil." She said
"Thomas came to me yesterday." He said "He asked me why did you call the wedding off."
"Oh so what did you said?" She can sensed he told him something evil
"What do you think?" He asked
"Something evil i suppose."
"I told him, you thought that he is a gay." and laughed aloud
"What the hell!? Are you mad?" She asked and she laughed
She have to say it's funny!
"Yea, madly in love with you."
"How could you tell him that!? You hurt him you know?" She asked
"Yea, he was really shocked and he looked at me like WHAT!?." he laughed again
"Oh My God." She said
"Yes are you looking for me? I am your god." He said
"Is not funny." She said
They silent for a few seconds
"I thought you will scold me and ask me to leave." He said
"I wanted to, but isn't that pointless? Which I know Mrs.Wendy will still let you in?"
"Yea." He drank her coffee
"That's mine!" She said
"I don't mind."
"I mind. Of course you don't it is not yours."
"You should thank me."
"Why should I? Thank you for telling Thomas I thought he was a gay or what?"
"If we didn't broke off, you wont be so successful in your career." He said
"Ha..Ha.." Although she sounds like doesn't agree with him but she knows it's true
"This is for you." He gave her a box.
"A ring? Oh please!" She threw it back to him
"Why? Since now you are single. And I am single too." He said
"So many people out there are single? You suppose me to marry all of them?"
"You can if it is legal..." He said
"You know what? Get lost!" She said
"No.. Come with me I show you something." He said
"NO! Go away!"
"I will go if you come along."
"No!!! Don't you get it? I don't like you!"
"Oh please. trying to lie in front of me?"
"Where will you be bringing me?"
"Somewhere fun?" He raised his eyebrow
"Fun? How fun?"
"Just come!" He ordered
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"Lexie." He said
"Yes?"
"What was the thing you wanted the most while you was 19?" He knows it's him
"Money?" She doesn't wan to tell the truth
"I am thinking of giving something you wanted the most at that moment."
"Oh really?" Bullshit
"Lexie. I love you." He said "I know I yelled at you that day. However did I say that I love her? No! I didn't. You are the one who thought of it. "
"I am too young for you." She said
"Is it?" He asked "I remember once someone told me age doesn't matter her at all."
"It's matter me now."
"Are you really so in love with Thomas?" He asked and he stopped his car at the road side
"No." She said "Just that I haven't found the right one"
"Look at me!" He said "I am tired and too old for all this chasing, Lexie please. Give me a chance."
She didn't answered
"Please..." He sounded very helpless. He doesn't know what else can he do.
"Old man listen." She said "If you want a chance? Make me feel like is worth to give you one!"
"How?" He is really too old for this
She stared at him and said "depends on a expensive way or a cheap way."
"Which one is easier?"
"Expensive" Money can solve everything right?
"How?" Can't she just tell?
"You expect me to plan it and just send the bill to you?" She asked
"It will be lovely of you could do that." He said "Or you want a credit card?" Will that be easier?
"I give up." She said "Give me that bloody ring!"
He passed her the ring and he said
"Do I look like that stupid?" He asked "I am going to make you feel like is worth to give me everything." He kissed her ears and continue.
"I am bringing you to Paris." He smiled
Monday, August 25, 2008
Friday, August 22, 2008
Birthday Story
"I am leaving now." Said a lady "Oh by the way, Happy Birthday."
"Birthday!?" The man was shock and looked at the calendar in front of him and he smiled "I glad you remember that. I almost forgot about it."
"It's your birthday boss." Said the lady while she is arranging the file on his table.
"Aha.. Birthday." He tease himself
"Yea. It's your Birthday." She said "I am leaving now, I have to pick up my son from his tuition class."
"Oh right, Bye." He said and he lighted his cigarette.
"Birthday!? You must be kidding." He told him self. He looked at his watch "Maybe I should go for a walk."
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Night market is an event happens once or twice a week in most South-East Asia countries. This is a place that people used to sell vegetables, food and some cheap stuff like clothes and even plants.
"Hey, I would like to have a packet of Sugarcane juice." He said to the old man who is selling
He felt that someone was looking at him and he looked around and he found a very lovely girl is staring at him in a way that no one stared at him before. He gave her a very heart melting smile and turned away.
"Oh My God! Look at him! He made me melt." She told herself. It was so packed in the night market she wanted to walk to him and greet but she failed. He left before she reach him. This was the first time she wanted to go for someone she adores. She used to just look and do no action but this time it was different.
"Who was that girl?" He asked himself while he was driving. He wonder do he knows her? He cant stop wondering who was she and why was she staring at him in such a different way. Her huge eyes and pale look just cant get off of his mind. He thought of her every moment, she was like something and someone that means something to him.
"Sir..SIR!" The baristas cried.
"Yea!?" He was thinking of her again!
"Your coffee is ready." The baristas said
"Oh thank you." he grabbed the coffee and a girl cried
"Hey! That's mine."
"Oh!" Now he noticed it wasn't the hot latte he ordered but it was something cold "I am so sorry! I didn't notice that it was Iced..." He was stoned when he saw the girl who cried. Now he can see her clearly. How lovely was her. Her huge eyes on her tiny heart shaped face.
"Oh My God! It is you!" She cried "Oh you probably don't remember me ..."
"No, I do remember you." He said before she finish her line
"Oh..." She was shocked by his words. What!? He remember me!? He actually remember me!? Since today was her birthday, does this consider a present from the god?
"So, what are you doing in the shopping mall so early in the morning?" He asked after a few seconds of silent.
"Oh my college is just beside the mall." She answered "Oh! I am going to be late! I got to go. You know what? Maybe we can catch up tomorrow at the same time." and she rushed away
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"You look happy today, boss." Said the lady "Or I should say you look delight"
"Oh Really?" He smiled "So who is dying today?"
"Doctor there is an emergency coming in two minutes." Said a nurse walked into his office
He didn't not answer a word, he quickly wore his white doctor's coat and rush to the ER(emergency room).
"A pregnant women, aged 37." Said the nurse while they are rushing to the ER
"37!? What a dangerous age to have a baby!" He said
"Okay people, it's showtime." He said
"Her water is broken" Said the nurse
"Well, lets do it." He said "Okay you will be just fine. you baby will be coming out now. All you have to do is lie back and push."
"OK now push whenever you are ready." He said "Push... push...push.. that's it... push..you are doing great.. push...OK now one final push and that's it!" He carried the baby and he said again "Oh it's a baby boy."
"Doctor, there is another emergency in room 4." Said the nurse, he quickly passed the baby boy to another doctor and rush to another room.
"You know what? I am kinda tired working in the ER." He said while he is in a surgery.
"This is life man!" Said the other surgeon. "Guess what? I threw 25 shirts and 3 pants yesterday."
"Oh I haven't pack mine." He replied
"Why do you throw it?" Asked a trainee.
"Because it all stained with blood!" The surgeon said "You know it's really sick when you changed from the ugly green surgery clothe to your owns and ready to go home and Emergencies came and you have to do everything with your own clothes."
"Yea.. I know." He said "That day a old women puked blood on my brad new Emporio Armani. I was like what the hell!"
"Okay we are done here." The surgeon said "Let's go for coffee"
"Lovely!" He answered "You*pointing at the trainee*, clear up this mess, as you know we are going for coffee"
"Dude don't feel sad." Said the surgeon "When we were a trainee those old hacks did that to us too."
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"Iced Mocha please" She said to the cashier
"Hot Latte please" He said right after she ordered
"One bill?" Asked the cashier
"Yes" He answered
"Oh no!" She defended
"No make it one bill." He said "Let me buy you a cup of coffee"
"Oh I don't know it was you."She turned back and she saw his handsome face
"Is okay. So are you rushing today?" He asked
"No."
"Then please sit, I have a question that i would like to ask you."
"What?"
"That day in the night market. Why did stare at me that way?" He asked
"Oww... Do I have to answer that?" her cheek blushed
"Oh of course"
"I don't know. Maybe because you were too attractive"
"Were?"
"Oh No, you are still attractive now."
"Is it?"
"Yea of course" She said quickly
His phone rang and he said
"I got to go now. May be I can buy you something more than a cup of coffee tomorrow." he smiled and walked away
p/s I just wanna say Xinyi, happy bday!
"Birthday!?" The man was shock and looked at the calendar in front of him and he smiled "I glad you remember that. I almost forgot about it."
"It's your birthday boss." Said the lady while she is arranging the file on his table.
"Aha.. Birthday." He tease himself
"Yea. It's your Birthday." She said "I am leaving now, I have to pick up my son from his tuition class."
"Oh right, Bye." He said and he lighted his cigarette.
"Birthday!? You must be kidding." He told him self. He looked at his watch "Maybe I should go for a walk."
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Night market is an event happens once or twice a week in most South-East Asia countries. This is a place that people used to sell vegetables, food and some cheap stuff like clothes and even plants.
"Hey, I would like to have a packet of Sugarcane juice." He said to the old man who is selling
He felt that someone was looking at him and he looked around and he found a very lovely girl is staring at him in a way that no one stared at him before. He gave her a very heart melting smile and turned away.
"Oh My God! Look at him! He made me melt." She told herself. It was so packed in the night market she wanted to walk to him and greet but she failed. He left before she reach him. This was the first time she wanted to go for someone she adores. She used to just look and do no action but this time it was different.
"Who was that girl?" He asked himself while he was driving. He wonder do he knows her? He cant stop wondering who was she and why was she staring at him in such a different way. Her huge eyes and pale look just cant get off of his mind. He thought of her every moment, she was like something and someone that means something to him.
"Sir..SIR!" The baristas cried.
"Yea!?" He was thinking of her again!
"Your coffee is ready." The baristas said
"Oh thank you." he grabbed the coffee and a girl cried
"Hey! That's mine."
"Oh!" Now he noticed it wasn't the hot latte he ordered but it was something cold "I am so sorry! I didn't notice that it was Iced..." He was stoned when he saw the girl who cried. Now he can see her clearly. How lovely was her. Her huge eyes on her tiny heart shaped face.
"Oh My God! It is you!" She cried "Oh you probably don't remember me ..."
"No, I do remember you." He said before she finish her line
"Oh..." She was shocked by his words. What!? He remember me!? He actually remember me!? Since today was her birthday, does this consider a present from the god?
"So, what are you doing in the shopping mall so early in the morning?" He asked after a few seconds of silent.
"Oh my college is just beside the mall." She answered "Oh! I am going to be late! I got to go. You know what? Maybe we can catch up tomorrow at the same time." and she rushed away
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"You look happy today, boss." Said the lady "Or I should say you look delight"
"Oh Really?" He smiled "So who is dying today?"
"Doctor there is an emergency coming in two minutes." Said a nurse walked into his office
He didn't not answer a word, he quickly wore his white doctor's coat and rush to the ER(emergency room).
"A pregnant women, aged 37." Said the nurse while they are rushing to the ER
"37!? What a dangerous age to have a baby!" He said
"Okay people, it's showtime." He said
"Her water is broken" Said the nurse
"Well, lets do it." He said "Okay you will be just fine. you baby will be coming out now. All you have to do is lie back and push."
"OK now push whenever you are ready." He said "Push... push...push.. that's it... push..you are doing great.. push...OK now one final push and that's it!" He carried the baby and he said again "Oh it's a baby boy."
"Doctor, there is another emergency in room 4." Said the nurse, he quickly passed the baby boy to another doctor and rush to another room.
"You know what? I am kinda tired working in the ER." He said while he is in a surgery.
"This is life man!" Said the other surgeon. "Guess what? I threw 25 shirts and 3 pants yesterday."
"Oh I haven't pack mine." He replied
"Why do you throw it?" Asked a trainee.
"Because it all stained with blood!" The surgeon said "You know it's really sick when you changed from the ugly green surgery clothe to your owns and ready to go home and Emergencies came and you have to do everything with your own clothes."
"Yea.. I know." He said "That day a old women puked blood on my brad new Emporio Armani. I was like what the hell!"
"Okay we are done here." The surgeon said "Let's go for coffee"
"Lovely!" He answered "You*pointing at the trainee*, clear up this mess, as you know we are going for coffee"
"Dude don't feel sad." Said the surgeon "When we were a trainee those old hacks did that to us too."
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"Iced Mocha please" She said to the cashier
"Hot Latte please" He said right after she ordered
"One bill?" Asked the cashier
"Yes" He answered
"Oh no!" She defended
"No make it one bill." He said "Let me buy you a cup of coffee"
"Oh I don't know it was you."She turned back and she saw his handsome face
"Is okay. So are you rushing today?" He asked
"No."
"Then please sit, I have a question that i would like to ask you."
"What?"
"That day in the night market. Why did stare at me that way?" He asked
"Oww... Do I have to answer that?" her cheek blushed
"Oh of course"
"I don't know. Maybe because you were too attractive"
"Were?"
"Oh No, you are still attractive now."
"Is it?"
"Yea of course" She said quickly
His phone rang and he said
"I got to go now. May be I can buy you something more than a cup of coffee tomorrow." he smiled and walked away
p/s I just wanna say Xinyi, happy bday!
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Love is not Impossible
She was looking at the ceiling of her room. Her brain was so blank,
"Am I awake yet!?" She asked herself "Do I have class today?" She was so puzzled by her college timetable. The timetable of her current semester is a totally mess. Everyday when she wakes up, she have to think did she wake up in the right time, or is she late for class. She couldn't forget once she thought that she was late and she rushed to the bathroom and only she remember she has no class on that particular day.
She walked in to the kitchen with a knee length shorts and a T-shirt. She saw a man was sitting in the kitchen with a laptop. She ignored him and poured herself a cup of plain water.
"Morning." He greeted with his deep and sexy voice without looking at her.
"Morning." She said dully.
She sat down on the chair that opposite him and stared at him for a few seconds.
Finally he raised his head and asked "May I help you?"
"Breakfast?" She asked
"Aren't you schooling today?" He asked
"I suppose I am not." She answered
"What do you mean by you suppose? Shouldn't you be sure of that?" He asked with a wicked smile
"You know why!" She said
"Alright then." He answered
He is one of the people that worked in her house. They were having a project, and they rent her house for 3 months.
She likes him a lot when the first day she saw him. He captured her with his pair of huge pupils and his thin and sexy lips. However, she knows, it's impossible for both of them to start a relationship. They were different kinda of people, they are just like a chicken and a duck which both are in the bird family but they are different. He is from somewhere she have no idea about it, he is a mature man which is very different from her. She is a girl that is still curious about the world, a girl who still in college.
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As usual she wanted to walk into the kitchen and assuming he will be sitting there alone but she saw something different. A very sexy and attractive women was sitting beside him. They looks like a pair of couple. She was so sad and she didnt walk into the kitchen instead she walk back to her room.
"Why am I so stupid!?" She asked herself "I should know this will be happened." She didnt cry but instead she changed her clothes and went to a cafe that located in a hospital that near her college. That cafe was a place for her to hide herself from others when she is sad or busy.
After that day, she started to avoid him. She doesn't wants to be hurt anymore. Everytime she see him, she felt the pain.
"Hey." He greeted when he saw her wearing shoes preparing to go college
"Hi." She acted like nothing happened.
"Hey." He repeated again
"Yea. What's up?" She asked. Please get away from her.
"Erm, I though you don't have morning class today." He said dully
"........." She didnt answered instead she walked away
He couldn't explain the feeling when she just walked away without an answer. He felt very unhappy but who is she to him? She is just a little girl right? Love!? No, no, no! It will be madness if he is in love with such a young girl.
"Ouch!" She cried when a person knocked her down
"Oh I am sorry." He apologized.
"Oh god! My work." She cried
"Oh My God." He was so scared when he saw more than 500 pieces of paper are all over the floor.
"Hey, I don't mean to knocked you down. I was..." He tried to explain
"Is okay." She kneel down and pick the papers up.
"No, let me help you." He kneel down too
"No. Is really ok." She rejected his offer
"Why!?" He asked "What is wrong with you these days?"
"Nothing is wrong. Just that I think I can handle this by myself." She answered
"By yourself!? Don't be crazy!" He cried
She threw all the paper she picked up and said "Since you like to help that much. Pick everything up and rearrange it!" After saying that she walked up to her room.
She was so tired, she bathed and she forgotten everything. She felt asleep until midnight she went to the kitchen for some water and she saw him sitting on the hall alone arranging the papers. She felt so guilty and walked to him
"You know what!? Actually this paper are not important. Leave it to me." She said softly. Her heart was broke when she saw how tired was he, the red veins on his eyes and yet he still arranging the papers.
He didnt answer instead he asked "What is wrong with you these days?"
She didnt answer, she rose and walked to the kitchen. She tears were on her cheeks, she doesn't know how to answer him.
"Why are you crying? Please tell me what had I done" He said
"Is not your fault. Sorry." She said
"No tell me. I want to know!" He cried
"Is me! I am dumb I am in love with you." She said "I know is impossible for us to be together. I am just dumb. Please get away from me."
He was stoned for a few seconds and he hugged her and he whispered
"Why is it impossible?" Actually he knew why she thought of that, because they are different.
"........." She was silent
"I thought of that too. However, we just have to cop with it my dear." He whispered
"I don't know" She said
He kissed her forehead and whispered again
"Go to bed and let me finish the papers. Okay?" He said
"No, Those paper I bought back wanted to send to the recycle center. Is not a need to arrange it." She said
"What!?" He stared at her
"I thought you will ignore me. I didnt know that you actually...." She said "Oh please don't be mad. I was so angry of myself just now."
"You silly girl. Do you know how tired was me?" He asked
"I know. I felt like my heart was broken when I saw you alone in the hall." She said
"Yea.. You should. I am tired now. And no point for me to leave now. I think I have to sleep at your hall." He said
"I guess so. You need blanket?" She asked
"Yea. "
She took a blanket for him and he said
"I know what you saw that day, she is just my client." He said
"Oh.. I didnt see anything." She lied
"You saw because I saw you" He said and he smiled
"Am I awake yet!?" She asked herself "Do I have class today?" She was so puzzled by her college timetable. The timetable of her current semester is a totally mess. Everyday when she wakes up, she have to think did she wake up in the right time, or is she late for class. She couldn't forget once she thought that she was late and she rushed to the bathroom and only she remember she has no class on that particular day.
She walked in to the kitchen with a knee length shorts and a T-shirt. She saw a man was sitting in the kitchen with a laptop. She ignored him and poured herself a cup of plain water.
"Morning." He greeted with his deep and sexy voice without looking at her.
"Morning." She said dully.
She sat down on the chair that opposite him and stared at him for a few seconds.
Finally he raised his head and asked "May I help you?"
"Breakfast?" She asked
"Aren't you schooling today?" He asked
"I suppose I am not." She answered
"What do you mean by you suppose? Shouldn't you be sure of that?" He asked with a wicked smile
"You know why!" She said
"Alright then." He answered
He is one of the people that worked in her house. They were having a project, and they rent her house for 3 months.
She likes him a lot when the first day she saw him. He captured her with his pair of huge pupils and his thin and sexy lips. However, she knows, it's impossible for both of them to start a relationship. They were different kinda of people, they are just like a chicken and a duck which both are in the bird family but they are different. He is from somewhere she have no idea about it, he is a mature man which is very different from her. She is a girl that is still curious about the world, a girl who still in college.
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As usual she wanted to walk into the kitchen and assuming he will be sitting there alone but she saw something different. A very sexy and attractive women was sitting beside him. They looks like a pair of couple. She was so sad and she didnt walk into the kitchen instead she walk back to her room.
"Why am I so stupid!?" She asked herself "I should know this will be happened." She didnt cry but instead she changed her clothes and went to a cafe that located in a hospital that near her college. That cafe was a place for her to hide herself from others when she is sad or busy.
After that day, she started to avoid him. She doesn't wants to be hurt anymore. Everytime she see him, she felt the pain.
"Hey." He greeted when he saw her wearing shoes preparing to go college
"Hi." She acted like nothing happened.
"Hey." He repeated again
"Yea. What's up?" She asked. Please get away from her.
"Erm, I though you don't have morning class today." He said dully
"........." She didnt answered instead she walked away
He couldn't explain the feeling when she just walked away without an answer. He felt very unhappy but who is she to him? She is just a little girl right? Love!? No, no, no! It will be madness if he is in love with such a young girl.
"Ouch!" She cried when a person knocked her down
"Oh I am sorry." He apologized.
"Oh god! My work." She cried
"Oh My God." He was so scared when he saw more than 500 pieces of paper are all over the floor.
"Hey, I don't mean to knocked you down. I was..." He tried to explain
"Is okay." She kneel down and pick the papers up.
"No, let me help you." He kneel down too
"No. Is really ok." She rejected his offer
"Why!?" He asked "What is wrong with you these days?"
"Nothing is wrong. Just that I think I can handle this by myself." She answered
"By yourself!? Don't be crazy!" He cried
She threw all the paper she picked up and said "Since you like to help that much. Pick everything up and rearrange it!" After saying that she walked up to her room.
She was so tired, she bathed and she forgotten everything. She felt asleep until midnight she went to the kitchen for some water and she saw him sitting on the hall alone arranging the papers. She felt so guilty and walked to him
"You know what!? Actually this paper are not important. Leave it to me." She said softly. Her heart was broke when she saw how tired was he, the red veins on his eyes and yet he still arranging the papers.
He didnt answer instead he asked "What is wrong with you these days?"
She didnt answer, she rose and walked to the kitchen. She tears were on her cheeks, she doesn't know how to answer him.
"Why are you crying? Please tell me what had I done" He said
"Is not your fault. Sorry." She said
"No tell me. I want to know!" He cried
"Is me! I am dumb I am in love with you." She said "I know is impossible for us to be together. I am just dumb. Please get away from me."
He was stoned for a few seconds and he hugged her and he whispered
"Why is it impossible?" Actually he knew why she thought of that, because they are different.
"........." She was silent
"I thought of that too. However, we just have to cop with it my dear." He whispered
"I don't know" She said
He kissed her forehead and whispered again
"Go to bed and let me finish the papers. Okay?" He said
"No, Those paper I bought back wanted to send to the recycle center. Is not a need to arrange it." She said
"What!?" He stared at her
"I thought you will ignore me. I didnt know that you actually...." She said "Oh please don't be mad. I was so angry of myself just now."
"You silly girl. Do you know how tired was me?" He asked
"I know. I felt like my heart was broken when I saw you alone in the hall." She said
"Yea.. You should. I am tired now. And no point for me to leave now. I think I have to sleep at your hall." He said
"I guess so. You need blanket?" She asked
"Yea. "
She took a blanket for him and he said
"I know what you saw that day, she is just my client." He said
"Oh.. I didnt see anything." She lied
"You saw because I saw you" He said and he smiled
Thursday, August 7, 2008
The Dark Angel
I am at the roof top of the hospital, feeling the cool breeze, watching the busy city. The bright neons lighting everywhere, the sky scrappers filling the whole city, cars non-stop moving, everything seems to be so alive, except me.
"I'm sorry, Miss Belle. I have to tell you it's a bad news. You have got a tumour on your brain. A big one. And I'm afraid that you can't live more than 6 months." The doctor's dianogsis when I first admitted to the hospital three months ago due to sudden faint kept repeating in my head.
Why me? This is my 1st reaction. That's me. This is how i accepted everything after months.
With no relatives and closed friends, i can only rely on my boyfriend, Evan. I am so pleasant that he didn't walk away from me when he knew this. In fact, he's the one to make me felt more better. I am a burden for him.
Tomorrow afternoon, i am going to lay on the operation bed, the first and last operation which will determine my life. "The success percentage of this operation is 50% and you have to decide whether to take a bet or not." It was Evan who make the decision for me of the operation. I was very inconfident. Not a bit at all. Nevertheless, the operation will consume a large sum of money which may use up all of Evan's saving. I am very thankful for what he had done for me for the past few months and i think i shouldn't grave more to him which this operation doesn't fully guarantee a live for me.
I have a notion. I wanted to end my life faster so that Evan can get out of me and lead a new life. I stand on the edge of the building, looking at the tiny cars moving like little ants below me, I spread my hands wide, close my eyes, the chilling wind makes my mind blank. I imagine myself falling down from the building, a step nearer to heaven. Just as when I wanted to take a step ahead, a voice strikes me. "Wow, it's so windy here! hmm... how can i not notice here until now?"
I quickly look to the direction of the voice. A pale skinny boy with the age almost same as me, wearing the same patient robe as me, is sitting on the edge of the building too. Despite his weak look, his wide smile adorns his appearance.
"Who are you? When do you come here?" I asked in surprise because I didn't notice his entrance.
"Annabelle Kingsman. You don't remember me?" I can see a swipe of disappointment on his face.
"You know me? Do I know you?" I recall back my memories but none of his character comes out.
"Aizs, i should have know you forgot about me. I'm Jared O'Connell. We were classmates during high school and you are the one who gave me a helping hand when i was bullied by few idiots." He's hoping for my reaction.
Slides of memories run through my head. I knew him! I was a prefect in high school and was so angry to see a few big bullies wanted to take advantage of Jared. Jared was a skinny boy since small. He was everytime absent from school due to his illness.
"Hey, it's such a coincident to see you here." I smile. "It's so dangerous for you to sit there, Jared!" I shout at him.
"It makes no difference for you to stand there too." His smile is so warm until i can feel it in my heart. My smile fade when he said that. I am so frustrated and so upset on everything happened. I walk to his side and sit beside him.
"My dear friend," he look away from me "don't give up so easily. What i failed to do, you can make it. You are the toughest and bravest girl i have encountered. You will go through all these." He turn to me and his hand touch my face. I can see his sadness in his eye and can feel the coldness of his hand. I hug him and tears flow down on my cheek.
"Come, let's go back inside. It's cold here and you can't take it." Suddenly I feel so relieve and urge him to go back into the building. I knew I have to go to the operation tomorrow. I have to fight for the chance to live.
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One month later...
"Hey Jared, I'm fully recovered already. Yesterday Evan proposed to me and i accepted him" I smile. "Our wedding will be on this year end!"
Holding a bouquet of white daisies, I stand in front of Jared's grave. I can feel his portrait on the graveboard smiling back to me, congratulate my succession on the operation one month ago.
After my operation, only I realised that Jared died on his operation the afternoon before we talked that night, and only that time I knew why his body was so cold that night. I am so thankful that he rescued me from ending my life. I am so grateful that he helped me and confidented me. I appreciated his appearance that night.
"Jared, thank you. Thanks a lot! What you failed to do, I did it!" I thanked him before I left. I hope he will rest in peace.
p/s: the story is inspired by a daily nespaper ;)
"I'm sorry, Miss Belle. I have to tell you it's a bad news. You have got a tumour on your brain. A big one. And I'm afraid that you can't live more than 6 months." The doctor's dianogsis when I first admitted to the hospital three months ago due to sudden faint kept repeating in my head.
Why me? This is my 1st reaction. That's me. This is how i accepted everything after months.
With no relatives and closed friends, i can only rely on my boyfriend, Evan. I am so pleasant that he didn't walk away from me when he knew this. In fact, he's the one to make me felt more better. I am a burden for him.
Tomorrow afternoon, i am going to lay on the operation bed, the first and last operation which will determine my life. "The success percentage of this operation is 50% and you have to decide whether to take a bet or not." It was Evan who make the decision for me of the operation. I was very inconfident. Not a bit at all. Nevertheless, the operation will consume a large sum of money which may use up all of Evan's saving. I am very thankful for what he had done for me for the past few months and i think i shouldn't grave more to him which this operation doesn't fully guarantee a live for me.
I have a notion. I wanted to end my life faster so that Evan can get out of me and lead a new life. I stand on the edge of the building, looking at the tiny cars moving like little ants below me, I spread my hands wide, close my eyes, the chilling wind makes my mind blank. I imagine myself falling down from the building, a step nearer to heaven. Just as when I wanted to take a step ahead, a voice strikes me. "Wow, it's so windy here! hmm... how can i not notice here until now?"
I quickly look to the direction of the voice. A pale skinny boy with the age almost same as me, wearing the same patient robe as me, is sitting on the edge of the building too. Despite his weak look, his wide smile adorns his appearance.
"Who are you? When do you come here?" I asked in surprise because I didn't notice his entrance.
"Annabelle Kingsman. You don't remember me?" I can see a swipe of disappointment on his face.
"You know me? Do I know you?" I recall back my memories but none of his character comes out.
"Aizs, i should have know you forgot about me. I'm Jared O'Connell. We were classmates during high school and you are the one who gave me a helping hand when i was bullied by few idiots." He's hoping for my reaction.
Slides of memories run through my head. I knew him! I was a prefect in high school and was so angry to see a few big bullies wanted to take advantage of Jared. Jared was a skinny boy since small. He was everytime absent from school due to his illness.
"Hey, it's such a coincident to see you here." I smile. "It's so dangerous for you to sit there, Jared!" I shout at him.
"It makes no difference for you to stand there too." His smile is so warm until i can feel it in my heart. My smile fade when he said that. I am so frustrated and so upset on everything happened. I walk to his side and sit beside him.
"My dear friend," he look away from me "don't give up so easily. What i failed to do, you can make it. You are the toughest and bravest girl i have encountered. You will go through all these." He turn to me and his hand touch my face. I can see his sadness in his eye and can feel the coldness of his hand. I hug him and tears flow down on my cheek.
"Come, let's go back inside. It's cold here and you can't take it." Suddenly I feel so relieve and urge him to go back into the building. I knew I have to go to the operation tomorrow. I have to fight for the chance to live.
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One month later...
"Hey Jared, I'm fully recovered already. Yesterday Evan proposed to me and i accepted him" I smile. "Our wedding will be on this year end!"
Holding a bouquet of white daisies, I stand in front of Jared's grave. I can feel his portrait on the graveboard smiling back to me, congratulate my succession on the operation one month ago.
After my operation, only I realised that Jared died on his operation the afternoon before we talked that night, and only that time I knew why his body was so cold that night. I am so thankful that he rescued me from ending my life. I am so grateful that he helped me and confidented me. I appreciated his appearance that night.
"Jared, thank you. Thanks a lot! What you failed to do, I did it!" I thanked him before I left. I hope he will rest in peace.
p/s: the story is inspired by a daily nespaper ;)
Friday, August 1, 2008
Lavender = Waiting
As the owner of the farm, Terrell was looking at his beautiful Lavender field. He personally hated lavender, he was thinking that should he convert this lavender field to some others field. However, he is concern about how much his mom loves this field.
This farm is not an ordinary farm. Is actually a place for people to stay and try the life as a farmer and also as a flower and fruit planter. This place is belong to the LuciferAngle Group which owns 180 hotel all around the world. This is a place that used to lost money every year but Terrell did not want to close it down, because he afford to lost and also this is the only place that he can relax and be himself. He was so fed up with paparazzi, in these this place no one know who is he even they thinks that he looks like someone they know, they will not believe he is Terrell, they will only thought that he looks like Terrell the owner of Lucifer Angle Group.
He was feeding is horses on the field and he saw a girl is heading his farm. He cant see her clearly but he can tell she is a 'small bone'.
She walked into a mini cottage that located in front of the farm and rang the bell on the table which her suppose that's the front desk.
She expected an elderly will walk out but she was wrong. She wouldn't believe what she had saw. The man in front of her was breathlessly handsome. He has a pair of eyes with both huge pupil which she think they are able to communicate, and a straight nose. She was speechless and stoned just liked him. He cant believe that the girl standing in front of him is true. She is lovely but not extremely beautiful. Nevertheless she is attractive and somehow he felt that she looks him.
"Oh, excuse me miss may I help you?" An elderly asked
"Oh sure. Do you have any rooms available?" She asked
"Oh of course. What room would you prefer? Single room?" Elderly smiled and asked
"It will be lovely." She said and smiled
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She was looking at the sky.
This farm is not an ordinary farm. Is actually a place for people to stay and try the life as a farmer and also as a flower and fruit planter. This place is belong to the LuciferAngle Group which owns 180 hotel all around the world. This is a place that used to lost money every year but Terrell did not want to close it down, because he afford to lost and also this is the only place that he can relax and be himself. He was so fed up with paparazzi, in these this place no one know who is he even they thinks that he looks like someone they know, they will not believe he is Terrell, they will only thought that he looks like Terrell the owner of Lucifer Angle Group.
He was feeding is horses on the field and he saw a girl is heading his farm. He cant see her clearly but he can tell she is a 'small bone'.
She walked into a mini cottage that located in front of the farm and rang the bell on the table which her suppose that's the front desk.
She expected an elderly will walk out but she was wrong. She wouldn't believe what she had saw. The man in front of her was breathlessly handsome. He has a pair of eyes with both huge pupil which she think they are able to communicate, and a straight nose. She was speechless and stoned just liked him. He cant believe that the girl standing in front of him is true. She is lovely but not extremely beautiful. Nevertheless she is attractive and somehow he felt that she looks him.
"Oh, excuse me miss may I help you?" An elderly asked
"Oh sure. Do you have any rooms available?" She asked
"Oh of course. What room would you prefer? Single room?" Elderly smiled and asked
"It will be lovely." She said and smiled
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She was looking at the sky.
"This is a very beautiful places" She told herself
"Good morning" Terrell greeted
"Oh.. Morning" She was blushed simply because he is too handsome.
"Why are blushed?" He asked wickedly
"Erm.. I am hot." She said
"Hot!? It just stopped raining" He said
"I don't know why, but I am hot." She said
"Oh.. ok." He laughed at her and said "Breakfast is ready."
They walked into the Cottage's kitchen
"Good morning." Greeted the elderly
"Morning!" She greeted
While they were having their breakfast, she notice something she was the only visitor in this farm. There was no others. According to Terrell this is due to the bad location and also size of the farm.
"Now, I will teach you how to milk a cow." He said "Watch carefully, if you do it the wrong way, you might be kick by the cow." He said
"OK" she replied
He stared to milk it and he said:
"I think you is impossible for you to do this."
"I think so too." She replied and they laughed aloud
"You can't manage to secure the cow in position. "
"I know" She said and she looked carefully how he milk the cow
"What your name?" he asked while he is milking the cow
"Stella" she said
"I am Terrell" He rose and passed her a metal cup that filled with milk and said "Please to meet you Stella."
"Thank you." She handed over and tasted the milk "Omg! It's so creamy."
"You know what!? I have a feeling you will be very uncomfortable tonight." he said
"Why?" She asked just like a child
"Well, " He touched her head just like how people touch their child and said "Because most people wont use to it and since you drank the whole glass of it. You might fall ill."
"Why don't you say it earlier!?" She asked
"I forgotten" He replied and laughed
"You..." She couldn't explain what she want to said
"Is ok, when you fall sick I will take care of you." He said
She was blushed. He noticed he said something and he was shock by his own word. How could he said something like that!? He just met her 2 days.
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He sat for 2 hours on the grass field which able him to look at the lavender field doing nothing. He doesn't know what had happened to him. He doesn't believe in love at first sight although people used to tell him that sometimes chemistry just work. He used to think that it's stupid and hilarious. He can't believe what had happened to him, he might be in love! Is that what he wants!?
He rose and walked into the cottage. He saw the elderly was sitting on one of the cane chair and chilling nicely. He saw Terrell and he noticed something wrong is going on with Terrell, he asked:
"Sir, why do you look so worry?""I not sure." He replied "Oh please stop calling me Sir, this is not the hotel it is just a farm."
"Very well, Terrell” said the Elderly
"Excuse me." She walked into the cottage and said
"Yes?" Terrell asked and smile charmingly
"Erm..." She doesn't know how to explain that she had nothing to do at the moment.
"Oh, tomorrow Terrell is going to teach you communicated with horses." Said the Elderly "And now, Terrell will bring you to the lavender field."
"Oh.. Great." She said and looked at him
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"Oh it was a very beautiful field." She said
"Yea." He said "What brings you here? This place is not a very famous place and is small."
"Oh.. I planned to have a holiday alone." She said firmly
"Before that I thought of going to Paris."
"Why did you change your plan?" He asked
"I thought of going with someone important instead of going alone." She looked at the sky and continued "Paris is a romantic place that I dint wish to go alone."
"Someone important?" he doesn't feel comfortable with "someone important"
"Yup." She looked at him and smiled cheerfully "But I haven't find out who is he yet"
He didn't reply her instead he plucked some lavender and used a White cloth to tie it up.
"You know something?" He asked and explain "Lavender is the flower of waiting."
"Is it?" She asked
"Yes." He smiled at her "And this is for you, hope you like it."
"I used to hate lavender." She said "but now, I don't instead I am in love with it."
He didn't not reply instead he smiled at her. He sat on the field and said:
"The flower I hated the most is lavender. However, my mom just loves."
"I always wanted to convert this field to some other field like Sunflower or Rose."He looked at her and said:"But now, I think I am going to keep it."
"Why?" She asked
"Because...." He stopped for a while
"Because of you."He smiled at her and their eye met each other's.
They know this is what they wanted and waited. =)
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