This was the most awkward moment in my entire life. i cannot believe i was sitting in front of my 4 months old my ex boy friend and his soon to be girlfriend. what is going on?
well, calm down. let me think. okay, im suppose to meet up my besties but they told me they bump into a friend which apparently is a friend of my ex as well and... and.. when i arrived, everyone including my ex and the girl were sitting there. they left no choice but to sit and eat quietly.
So she was the girl we always fought about, the god damned pretty girl huh? Is she pretty? Oh come on, look at her flat nose, jeez they call her a beauty? oh, shoot me.
"Why arent you picking up your cell!?" Someone cried and i looked at the person
For a moment i cant recall who is this blonde guy. Why is he yelling at me?
"Women! are you listening to me!?" He cried again.
Oh, no! It was Terrius! how can i forgot someone important like him. oh, god damned myself.
"Im sorry, i was thinking of something else.." Darn, what happened just now?
"is ok." He replied "There you go the anime series you wanted." he handed over a bag to me
"Oh, thank you." i answered and suddenly "Terrius, do you want to join us for lunch?" I asked and helplessly stare at him.
"Erm.. yes?" did she actually leave him any choice?
"Cool." I said and smile "come, sit beside me."
"What am i suppose to do?" He whispered to me
"You are someone more than a friend to me now." I whisper and lightly bite his right ear
"I hate you." he said and kissed my forehead.
"Ok is enough." i whispered and turned back to everyone. i saw my friends were all stunned, i bet they are wondering since when im in a relationship again.
After ordering our meal, everyone was silent. Is pretty awkward thou, there are too many strangers.
"Sweetheart, are we still going to the beach next weekend?" My best friend Kate asked me
"Yeah.." i answered "lets go together." i looked Terrius
"erm.. weekends?" he asked
"There will be plenty of people during weekends, take 3 days leave and lets go have some fun." i said to him
"Erm.."
"Come on!" I secretly pinched his arm
"O..Kay" What is she planing to do to me?
"Lets go together." i said again but this time im staring at my ex and the girl and his friends "lets have some fun. Summer is ending soon." I sweetly smile
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"Terrius" i said
"Hmmp?" He made a sound
"Thank you." I answered
"You are welcome." He lied on the chair
"Sir, the airplane is landing soon please dont lower down your chair." an air stewardess said to him
"Okay." He said and stare at me for awhile.
The air plan was landing however it was very unstable "I hate you." He said "I am scared, i dont want to die here."
"I am scared too!" OMG! We should never had bought an air ticket from budget airlines! I shouldnt listen to Kate! This is really scary!
He holded my hand and said "If anything happened, we shall immediately jump out of the plane."
"Okay dude, the plane is kinda unstable but is not that serious yet." I said, he was over reacting.
"Missie, in my entire life i have never been on a budget airlines before!"
"Same as me!"
Finally the planed was landed on the ground. Due to it's a budget airline, we didnt not actually land at a place the planes should landed but some where a bus was waiting for us to fetch us to the main terminal.
"This is lame" i said
"But is 3 times cheaper sweet, you shouldnt complain that much." Said Kate
"She has a point." Claimed Terrius
"You, shut up." I said and slapped his back
"Whatever." he answered and helped me on my bag "trouble." he said
"I will be trouble-ing you for the rest of your life!" I said and laughed
"Madness." He simply answer
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"So, they only left 4 rooms and one of them is with a double bed." Said Patricia, a very close friend of Kate, they know each other since high school.
"Alex, how about you and your girlfriend share the double bed?" Kate asked my ex
"Erm.." Alex didnt know and he looked at the girl
"Is ok, Terrius and i will take the double bed room." I said and snatched the keys "Are you okay?" I asked Terrius
"Yea, im fine with it." he is really fine with it
We walk into the room and the room was awesome, however there are some flower petals on the bed and there are a plate of chocolate on the table. wait, this is not a deluxe room, this is a suite.
"Terrius, are we in the wrong room?" I asked
"Nope." he said and ate one of the strawberry that dipped with chocolate "I upgraded our room"
"Ohh.. " Is good thou, i dont mind paying a little more but the flowers and chocolate..
"I told them we are on our honeymood." He said "Do you want some chocolate?"
"yea!" I ran to the chocolates "You are smart."
"Well, lets get dressed and head to our lunch." He said "im starving to dead" he pat my head and walked to the washroom
"I am not changing, im lazy." i said
"Okay."
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Since i did not changed, I were sitting on the beach looking Patricia and a few girls playing volleyball. Kate walked to me and sat next to me.
"Who is he? The Terrius." Kate asked
"A friend." Is he really just a friend? Terrius, a good looking blonde with dark grey eyes. I know him thru one of the clubs in my university 6 months ago, he was my senior. back then, he didnt know i was in a relationship, we got really close and i realized i have feeling toward Terrius, i stop seeing him because i felt bad every time i looked at Alex.
Nevertheless, i too know that Alex has feeling toward the flat nosed girl as well but i told myself, as long as i do more we will be together. At the end of the day, im to stress up i gave up. Think about it, it wasnt about Terrius or the flat nosed girl but our relationship wasnt going anywhere, we are not made for each other.
"Why are you doing this to yourself? This is not a competition, is okay to be single for awhile." She scolded me
"Terrius, is someone important to me." I said and i quickly cover up my mouth with my hands. why am i saying this? i got no clue at all.
"Hey both of you, come up here! the view is awesome" cried a girl named Eve standing on a huge stone
"It's dangerous..." I said and walked up and i saw 3 guys were snapping the photos of the my friends. "Hey! What are you doing!?" I asked
"I.." They were speechless
"Shouldn't you ask for permission!?"
"Why, you nasty girl!" one of the man grab my hand tightly and pull me to the edge of the huge stone. the girl was screaming because if the man let go his hand at that moment im going to fall into the ocean.
"Are you going to throw me into the ocean!?" I asked
"Oh, yes im going to!" he said and let go of his hand. When i was falling down i saw Terrius was running toward me and he jumped.
he carried me back to the beach and put me down.
"I have called for doctor." Said Kate
"Im fine, i dont need a doctor." I said
"Who do you think you are!?" Terrius asked me sharply "You are just a girl! What the hell are you thinking!? you threaten those people!? asked them to throw you into the ocean without thinking you can swim!?"
"I did what i should do. shouldnt i stop them!?" I cried "Before my friends photos go wild in the internet!?"
"I want you to apologize to everyone for your reckless action!" Said Terrius
"Im sorry for troubling you to save me and i dont think im wrong!" I said and walked back to the hotel.
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The buffet dinner was rather quiet. No one dare to say anything because Both of us werent talking to each other.
"Sweet, lets go get some food?" Asked Kate
"Okay." I said and rose.
"Dear, i think you should really apologized to Terrius."
"WHY!?" I asked. even Kate thinks im wrong. wtf
"He was very worry about you. He jumped into the ocean without second thought."
"I.." totally forgot about 'worrying' all of them
When i was back on the table, Terrius has already left. However there are two peeled prawn on my plate. I stared at Eve.
"He peeled it and claimed that he is very tired." She said
He still remember that i love prawn however im allergic to it?
(flash back)
"Why arent you eating the prawns?" He asked
"Oh im lazy" I said
"I will peel it for you." he smiled
"Thank you." i answered
"Do you want another one?"
"Oh no, i cant take too many of it, im sensitive to it but i love it." I answered "so, two would be enough"
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I walked into the hotel room and he was sleeping on the sofa. I walked into the washroom quietly.
I unlock the door after i changed and start brushing my teeth. I feel really awful, i totally forgot that there are still people worry about me.i thought i lost Alex and there wont be anyone else and i never know that im someone that will worries Terrius.
"Do you know i was very worry about you?" he asked and hugged me
"I didnt know what should i do when the man was about to throw you into the ocean." he said "I know you dont used to depend on anyone after your broke up, but please im here for you."
"I didnt know that..."
"I will worry about you?" he asked
i nodded
"Look at me, do you know how sad was i when i found out that you was avoiding me back then?"
"I am sorry.." i said and hugged him "i am really sorry."
"Is okay, take a rest." he said
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I woke up at 12pm. I couldnt sleep last night until 5am. I cant stop thinking those days when we were still in university. those days, everyone thought that we were in a relationship. we were, i guess just that both of us didnt realized it, or mayb im the only idiot who didnt realized about it.
i stared at the celling and suddenly i see a pink balloon flew over. i sat up and look around. balloons. pink and light purple balloons. is all over the room. what is going on? I quickly woke Terrius who was sleeping next to me up.
he pulled me toward him "I love you" he said and kissed my forehead.
